Nervous Breakdown

So. I have not written in a while. Shortly after I wrote my post 'Eh...breathing is overrated', I suffered a complete nervous breakdown. By Feb 2012, I was not able to function. I was not able to take care of my child. We had to call in reinforcements. I went to a 3 week day program. None of those things fixed the problem...though I met a few great people along the way. I had to get back on my medicine. Each time I have gotten off my medicine I have had a breakdown within a year or two. This time was just a few months. I couldn't leave my house. To this day, I still have trouble going to the store on my own. I am coming to terms with the fact that this is who I am and I am just simply imbalanced (who isn't?). I have no intention of coming off my medication again. That was the WORST time in my life. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't eat. I also found out during that time the issue with my stomach was food related. I am allergic to lots of different things and after removing those from my diet, my stomach is so much better! I am thankful for that coming out of that awful situation. That's all I have for now. Maybe I will update soon.